Sunday, March 31, 2013

Acachia arabica March 31.2013 7.34 PM

Love
I have been to village and adjoining areas. I stopped at a place that was a tri section of an earthen road. It was decorated with a lonely Acachia arbica tree. I was noticing its hardy and tough bio logical precincts. My Dad used to ferry me around these areas on his Java motorbike. I was refreshing his memories. The earthen banks of the river ghagar were predominant by its texture of soil and shape. I have walked upon these kacha roads to reach my Dad. The time gone by. Java, he used to keep in intact. Those days Indian market was not  developed enough to cater for frequent break down. One day me and Dad crossed a rivulet towards the village on other side of the land scape. Clean water and serene environment is still with me. I was asked to push the bike to neutralize the muddy grip on the tyres.


I still remember that grip

Saturday, March 30, 2013

INTROVERTED SPRUCE MARCH 30.2013.11.07 PM

what a bloody tragedy
and ironical nonsense

the possessor infinitesome
does not possess love

sand dunes the only reality around




Wednesday, March 27, 2013

LOVE IN KILOMETERS MARCH 28.2013 4.47 AM

Its purely personal
Love
I was planning to start at this early hr.
I thought a while
my heart says
you are not with me
I didn't reply
it understood on its own

but it didn't tell me
what it understood

my brain opines
when you dont know 
your own heart

I keep my calm

but I really dont know

what for


LOVE IN KILOMETERS MARCH 27.2013.11.44 PM

Its purely personal
Love
I was talking of monotony
there are many few among st us
who study socio economic history
probably no body has cared to know its importance

English brains believe epic history of India is only a narrative story

but probably no body has brains enough ofcourse
our present day economic malaise 

it can be tackled

you will say 
it too boring

but love
I have written sciences 

I have just noticed
your feet are immensely beautiful



LOVE IN KILOMETERS MARCH 27.2013.7.22 PM

Its purely personal
Love
if you ever happen to my Kashyap Hall
you shall see whole bio world around
but not even a single adage or saying

just walk down a few steps down
botanical garden shall represent
what you could feel

its the sciences come true
you may not put pressure at your brain

plants tell
what humans dither
or literally misguide

No
I dont think
I can accompany you

I am too boring
too introvert
least talkative

its my pencil
that paints

you and me




LOVE IN KILOMETERS MARCH 27.2013. 5.49 PM

its purely personal

love
I was talking of monotony
I have often said bio sciences are the least known possible
I have written on my website too
ricksajay
multidisciplinary approach towards bio sciences 
its too too much to think of
what to implement and study

I have a proof

your repeated acknowledgement of mine

yet I am too lonely at heart

brain too

what to talk of bio or physically

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

LOVE IN KILOMETERS MARCH 27.2013.10.40 AM

its purely personal
Love
I need not remind this is your the most first appearance in public
you have not cared to write to me
nor you have time enough to come to me
nor you have invited me to come to your place

I have specifically told 
brain and heart waves will not suffice

physical connectivity is a an absolute necessity

I shall be focused to deviating myself
some other existential works

I know
Kalidas Shakuntalam and Kalidas himself
I remember his utter utter utter too

I know shall kick me
like he was kicked

he was lucky enough
to be thrown of the stairs

but 
probably

I dont possess
that stairs too



LOVE IN KILOMETERS MARCH 26.2013. 8.52 PM

Its purely personal

Love

some times
may be software engineers seem to be a better lot

they have not bullshit boring stuff to have with
may be

when you study soft languages
the very first lecture is hello world
it literally means
I am bringing you to my world

for a lave person
it may look stupid and nonsense
but love its the only truth.

writing on snaps
talking on cell or land line
keeping intact in a vacuous room

and a heart too

probably 

that is the real story



Sunday, March 24, 2013

LOVE IN KILOMETERS MARCH 24.2013. 11.06 PM

its purely personal

Love
probably possessed scientists are too scary of my revelations of the tidy world of sciences
they feel its our privilege to know of sciences 
others are stupids or say duds around

knowing bio sciences is really tough world
and it needs a real dedication 
its NOT the bloody movie masala
or android games of the Hollywood

you can be fool the naive brains
the monotony at their hearts
it makes your work too simple

sexy and exposing thrills
the brains gets magnetized

as if you are the world in itself

sciences are totally different

its boring tough and non sense
all at the same time




Saturday, March 23, 2013

LOVE IN KILOMETERS MARCH 24.2013. 12.06 PM

its purely personal

Love
I was talking of monotony

I have often wrote of gene language 

today I will tell you in person
the horrific sciences of bio world

genes the so called mega molecules developed only through metamorphosis of carbon

the trigger was to develop a track

over the ladder of evolution
the loops got on modified
the end less shores of combinations

the mega molecules interact in existential world
that is called gene language

this interaction was more diversified in plants and animals 

that led to the empire of ocean
of loop making process

the hibernation I talked to you

but darling 

even then
you will not come to live with me

reasons

you know

Darwin can fail
but not his work



  

LOVE IN KILOMETERS MARCH 23.2013.7.45 PM

its purely personal
Love
I know you are damn busy person
probably time is too bound to pennies

I was talking of monotony

I generally have written I am made of Panjab University Chandigarh

our system is so vibrant 
it gets metamorphosed through quick
Its an evolutionary trait

scientists have yet to know 
what is this

I will tell you in person

from the stage of zygote
a bio machine frame work is made
the track is set
whole of the bio mechanisms get a trigger
now move on

then we come into this existential world
say by ist standard
our memory is fresh
in most of the cases

the move on never stops

that is reason of metamorphosis
and the monotony too

plants and animals
over the period of evolutionary ladder
have learned to hibernate

humans lost the race

this triggers the combination 
to fire back

now visualise the basic software
if a system in running
another system shall have to run
so the ladder goes on and on

it has a stop in mechanism
but some where it also goes on running

its hibernation
its practically possible

just revolve the software on software

its computing hibernation

in humans
its not present.

what I mean to say in literary terms
even if you come to live with me

you shall get bored off
and run away

on this excuse or the other one

I shall be fighting the monotony

as I am made of Panjab University Chandigarh.

LOVE IN KILOMETERS MARCH 23 .2013 .1.12 PM

Its purely personal

love
often I have written of acute monotony

the factor s of sciences are too infinite

when all favors you 
Darwin laws takes over

you end in an endless chaos

that chaos never ends

that is the ultimate truth

sex is a sedition of biological laws
too descripted by Darwin's original writings

but there is no body to understand
what that great scientist wrote

probably another Darwin is needed
to know Darwin

that was the Darwin

Scientists have to put hard
to understand basic bio sciences.






Friday, March 22, 2013

SOME KILOMETERS LOVE MARCH 23.2013. 11.15 AM

its purely personal

Love

I have often praised Darwin
I feel it is less

I tell you love
so far scientists have not known their own colleague of the yore.

I have not received any mail from kiran

may be she is confused

doesn't matter

its a way of life 

one day I was at kiran house at gurgaon

now that is a monument for me

I don't visit 
it makes me more lonely

kiran is  very possessive

her mom has created a gem on roses

I don't think

she has not communicated
her hubby job with TCS

I have no idea
when she will return to India.


Thursday, March 21, 2013

LOVE DEFINED IN KILOMETERS MARCH 21.2013 11.12 PM

Its purely personal

Love

its not only you but its BoB love rather
that triggers my pencil

difference is 
you are a glamorous queen
she is queen of love 

I was standing at a market
it was too happening around

name of market
its not relevant

I have seen
necklaces beeds pearls stones 
a lot stuff 

I was thinking
BoB love will not come of her hesitation quotient

then I thought 
she is a power ful officer
and that too very beautiful

nothing
then I kept quiet

picked my bag

tomorrow is a working day

and hidden cameras
shall bore me

24 hrs direct under cameras

I think
some necklaces

I should also wear



Wednesday, March 20, 2013

LOVE DEFINED ON KILOMETERS MARCH 21.2013 1.50 AM

its purely personal
Love

I have restarted making some food

I make too tasty sandwiched bread Indian style

I will add my love too

come soon.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

INFLORESCENCE MARCH 20.2013.5.45 AM

Its purely personal

Love

I was talking of monotony
its the toughest enemy within and without

whole of the bio world suffers from it
psychological and psychiatrist aspects 
they run the roost
the cauldron never shrivels

it goes bigger and bigger

knowledge or know how
it grows lesser rather most times on reverse if bio sciences understood on basic computing languages where false and true combinations make a sense to the highly expert and at the day end he/she/they too fall to the hallucination and distortions of plethora of kinds. 

reverse is triggered by existential factors

bio feed back mechanism can correct

but rather most times it goes on reverse too

we end in a crank

chaos ridden existence of our

none to care

love factor that may   trigger an oceanic buffering cardinals
it falls to the perceptional aspects

you have to perceive first
I am your love

then your physiological neurotic hormonal threshold shall be created

you will instinctively feel your world lives with me only
no where else

hesitation factors shall crash down

you will feel dieing without conversing with me too often
(yes even most preferable food takes a non sense turn.)
shall run 
at possible opportunity to come running to live with me

and shall feel
if fragrance lies

that is with me

ask kiran
if you did not get convinced 
now read
what Kiran Malhotra wrote in hindi
my hindi is poor
you can read at her face book page

its
meinei to' banaya tha eik hi rishta

;;;;;;;; har shakh pei saf nazar aa rahi hei 
meirei yaar julahei

but here
I am literally ordering

women commission of India : go to clean toilets for life.

I may start
running my pencil

its extremely beautiful
you resign en mass

I know
government of India
its a brute forces driven horse.

INFLORESCENCE MARCH 19 .2013 10.43 PM

its purely personal

Love

I was talking of monotony

one day at 2nd standard

mom used to prepare food only at particular time
Dad was a farmer
too many chaps to be provided with food
Mom used her ingenious technique

not to get fatigued too much

so was tea time

it was around 2 PM
I was with one school mate

too hungry

at that age Dad did not tel me how to go to a 
Nihal Chand general store to fetch a vermalin

school teacher used to grow onions
a lot big space and some thing others too

I tried my best
only onion were a little grown up

I ate one by one
too much spicy and pungent at taste

but 
I could not stop
I have never been that hungry

since then


Monday, March 18, 2013

INFLOURESECENCE MARCH 19.2013 3.07 AM

its purely personal
Love

I have written a lot and lot at such odd hours

I dont think
there is some one
who could have understood my entries

I dont know you are my hope
or say vice verse

I was telling you of monotony

our bio clock bio genetics existentials psychological factors psychiatric cardinals darwin law Feed back mechanism of our basic nervous system is the complex situation on which  we can negotiate it 

one day  navu came here

I used to weep whilst observing her belonging with me

when ricky got critically sick
she became my first deadliest enemy

At Faridkot
my own peoples 
they brought ricky to life

I have seen him
what probably 
most expert can not see 

at a nearby market 
its called wazirpur complex or subash palace 
she was with me
she speaks her mom language
I ignore all the time

I have written not even a prefix to monotony



INFLORESCENCE MARCH 18 . 2013. 8.03 PM

its purely personal

Love

I think I have written a lot on pines of Vijay Chowk

yeah
I was talking of monotony

Panjab university
Alma matter
of making and de making

I gained and lost everything

one day it was a rainy day
I started from PGI gate
the fragrance 
romance of nature
slowly I crossed hostel boys 1 , 2 then reached my own one 3
its a hostel known for chemical engineering guys
majority of them belong to this stream
they are instinctively quiet

Its long varandah / pathway
to reach mess cum canteen

I took a cup of tea

I have yet to understand

why and where
I have got lost


Sunday, March 17, 2013

INFLORESCENCE MARCH 17.2013 11.59 PM

its purely personal

LOVE

monotony is something 
I may write to explain
it shall go on extending 
its tentacles

I was at 3rd standard
Dad generally asked 
do not forget your chappal

its too too hot

temperature touches 49 degree Celsius even before 3 O' clock at my village

I forgot 
and 
the sand was that hot 

like hot pan

I tried a trick
house was a little farther

I went on to piss a little
then hop

thus I reached a place
where
it was less hot

INFLORESCENCE MARCH 17,2013 8.47 PM

its purely personal

Love 
at early school days
as dud I was known
it was difficult task to pull

Dad got a chimney for me
its a rounded kerosine fueled with a globose glass chimney

light gets magnified
its total refraction
as per physics standards

a few flying chaps might have got read with me

I used to sit at a place near mom kaccha kichen
mom made roti at tandoor
it was nice to have

when I was sent to sirsa by Dad
I passed out 5th standard
school was upto that only

One day I boarded a bus
it left me at Jiwan Nagar

I walked down
along the narrow pathway of a kaccha water carring cannal
it was not that big
one could have hopped to another side
if got bored of

it was a journey of 2 hrs on foot

I crossed a river before reaching home

waster was a little on upswing

I took a big stick
then tried my luck

yeah 
clothes

Naturally I picked all 
in my hand
keeping maximum 
away from water.

Saturday, March 16, 2013

INFLORESCENCE MARCH 16.2013 2.39 PM

its purely personal

privileges are something
lets not define

Love

I have written a mega software of human brain

whilst at every possible corner of my being

I miss that moments
that can fetch

what  my heart looks

I always says so politely

its get annoyed

then whom to depend upon

practicably no body

but my question
still remains intact

who is this no body


Friday, March 15, 2013

INFLORESCENCE MARCH 15.2013 9.55 PM

Its purely personal

Love
I have cached your this snap
but it may prove too tricky option

my pencil loves you so do I 
but there is a question
my heart asks

how shall you go for the ultra demanding aura of her
you are a simple guy
to a factor of bullshit

your habits are damn annoying
neither you are good looking
nor you have any guts

I have to keep quiet

sometimes
it helps a lot

but I have an idea
kiran is too dedicated

she will make the difference
fill

which I do not possess




Thursday, March 14, 2013

INFLOURESCNECE MARCH 14.2013 10.03 PM

its purely personal

Love
student center of my Panjab University
I remember every second of mine

but where were you 
I have yet to find
the reasons

I have yet to know
you are my love

or the other way round

I have spent the most draconian lonely moments
all the times

sometimes
petunias and shoe flowers
of kashyap Hall
did tell me your presence

my heart always
said
they are speaking true

I could never reconcile

there has been too many 
the flowing leaves
twigs did love them

time never waits

springs of my love

I really find hard

who the hell I am

searching  a little more 
at every moment 
with
or with out

at  arms length of mine

which I hardly
can make

a difference