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its purely personal
Love
I think I have written a lot on pines of Vijay Chowk
yeah
I was talking of monotony
Panjab university
Alma matter
of making and de making
I gained and lost everything
one day it was a rainy day
I started from PGI gate
the fragrance
romance of nature
slowly I crossed hostel boys 1 , 2 then reached my own one 3
its a hostel known for chemical engineering guys
majority of them belong to this stream
they are instinctively quiet
Its long varandah / pathway
to reach mess cum canteen
I took a cup of tea
I have yet to understand
why and where
I have got lost
its purely personal
LOVE
monotony is something
I may write to explain
it shall go on extending
its tentacles
I was at 3rd standard
Dad generally asked
do not forget your chappal
its too too hot
temperature touches 49 degree Celsius even before 3 O' clock at my village
I forgot
and
the sand was that hot
like hot pan
I tried a trick
house was a little farther
I went on to piss a little
then hop
thus I reached a place
where
it was less hot
its purely personal
Love
at early school days
as dud I was known
it was difficult task to pull
Dad got a chimney for me
its a rounded kerosine fueled with a globose glass chimney
light gets magnified
its total refraction
as per physics standards
a few flying chaps might have got read with me
I used to sit at a place near mom kaccha kichen
mom made roti at tandoor
it was nice to have
when I was sent to sirsa by Dad
I passed out 5th standard
school was upto that only
One day I boarded a bus
it left me at Jiwan Nagar
I walked down
along the narrow pathway of a kaccha water carring cannal
it was not that big
one could have hopped to another side
if got bored of
it was a journey of 2 hrs on foot
I crossed a river before reaching home
waster was a little on upswing
I took a big stick
then tried my luck
yeah
clothes
Naturally I picked all
in my hand
keeping maximum
away from water.
its purely personal
privileges are something
lets not define
Love
I have written a mega software of human brain
whilst at every possible corner of my being
I miss that moments
that can fetch
what my heart looks
I always says so politely
its get annoyed
then whom to depend upon
practicably no body
but my question
still remains intact
who is this no body
Its purely personal
Love
I have cached your this snap
but it may prove too tricky option
my pencil loves you so do I
but there is a question
my heart asks
how shall you go for the ultra demanding aura of her
you are a simple guy
to a factor of bullshit
your habits are damn annoying
neither you are good looking
nor you have any guts
I have to keep quiet
sometimes
it helps a lot
but I have an idea
kiran is too dedicated
she will make the difference
fill
which I do not possess
its purely personal
Love
student center of my Panjab University
I remember every second of mine
but where were you
I have yet to find
the reasons
I have yet to know
you are my love
or the other way round
I have spent the most draconian lonely moments
all the times
sometimes
petunias and shoe flowers
of kashyap Hall
did tell me your presence
my heart always
said
they are speaking true
I could never reconcile
there has been too many
the flowing leaves
twigs did love them
time never waits
springs of my love
I really find hard
who the hell I am
searching a little more
at every moment
with
or with out
at arms length of mine
which I hardly
can make
a difference
its purely personal
love
I was talking of monotony
I know
hardly there is a person
who can not succumb to this ever evolving enemy
within and without
I will touch a very tough science today
bio clock bio genetics
existential parameters and Darwin law
put on the scale of time and space
Darlin there is not even one person on earth
who can transfer this know how into scientific literature
I have given the boson particulate to the brains
yes I catched you and kiran both
but even if any body happens to know
the knowledge of psychology cum psychiatry
its literally impossible
now I have catched BoB love
I am not writing any poetry or prose
love
its pure science today
Anu has not even bothered to remember me
that is the hint to a researcher
why I am overshooting
the definitions of sciences
and what to talk of philosophy of sciences
I am still writing pure sciences only
None of you have been mentioned
as role models
or characters of a movie or story
Now I am going just a love letter
I was at 8th standard
summer vacation
mom was too careful to send me to village
Dad used to live all alone
one day
Dad got prepared a trolley full of husk
I was asked to sit on the upper side
tracker started too early at 4 AM
Sirsa is 43 km from village
weather was pleasant
we reached by early dawn
I was missing some body
tell me
where are you
at this moment.