BUBBLES..CONTD

I lose contact
with my heart
too often

wanderer spirit of mine
finds you

i know
it's another mirage

i have negotiated
till date

my soul
a complacent creature
but me
too hostile

i thrive
on your thoughts
may be
too vainful


i've learnt
to traverse
the vacuum

too magnetic
the lows and the highs
it tosses my soul

i visualize
the sandy arid soils
and see
many like me
source inspiration: mallika, shipra, pu chd india

I KNOW HER I KNOW HER NOT

i am too stupid at my nerves
she stays at my arm's length
and me a damn introvert
find a moments for hierchical model of conflicts
just to earn my pennies

and see love!
i have read the horrible depths of market economy
it says
salary isn't the everlasting boost for the productivity

i know and i forget
i see you
at the mercy of airs and the winds
a chance flattening of my heart

i equate your beauty
you see love!
beauty of Nature
it simply abounds around the environs
where i struggle day and night
to find
a meaningful existence
of mine
and yours

but i still
remains
the stupid introvert

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, mallika, shipra.v, cao office mod new delhi, pu chd india

IGNORANT BEAUTY

i often get the chance encounter with slide down.
look for some way out to find
my hearts around

i know this may be a default value for the difficult hearts.
and thus goes the ways and means of live enviorns around.

my heart never stops
pulsating with another set of storms
it pulls me and i again look for a feasible way out as if some eternal source of elixir has come running for me.

i know its too bubbly
but how does it matter
you see! love
bubbles are all-around
of your beauty
i know
we are too scary of the ignorance
but how it does matter
acceptance gives another chance
for your
nanonic love

INFLORESCENCE....CONTD

She was waiting outside
as i came out off my palacious office

me a damn lazy guy
eve hrs i am care free wanderer
looking for my shadow love
i know she is too whimsical
and i love to love her unbridled affiliations

i didn't notice her presence
came direct beneath a tree
i often write about its beauty

this time it was not showering
its inflorescence
i stopped for a moment
looked deep into the twigs
it were smiling with a hidden surprise.

i couldn't make it out
A flower came crushing into my eyes
i held it gently
wanted to say something!
but!
it took its chance first!
Hei!
you're missing one!
i wasn't sure: what it meant?
it didn't say further!

i left the environs
but my steps felt stuck!
my heart!
hei!
something amiss!

I looked around!
beside security people, a glowing beauty smiled straight into my eyes!

i yelled! hei! you!

She waved her silvery arms!
ran to me!
she didn't hesitate to hug me for a real long!

i noticed, guards did enjoy the romantic live scene! it's a rare of the rarest chance for all-around.

Why damn! you come so late out of your room!' she fumed with exhuberating warmth.
i said nothing but nodded in acceptance!
She was not alone! and i was a bit uncomfortable to see her scintillating beautiful friend! she wore jeans supported by a glowing top but with covered face. Ofcourse, she chose a very heart felt choice of the clothes.
she did introduce her: she is my friend.

i said : hello! and the reply was too penetrating touching and euphoric>hei! she responded back!

we the trio started!
but i didn't know: where to go!
my twister love is always naughty at her nerves! i know she can afford to do! What she pleases!
but i was a bit formal>this time. A live friend was accompanying a ghost love!!

After a few moments, we crossed another beautiful tree. my attention was focussed on its twigs.

Anything special Love! my twister asked!

No! not much!
you see! this is a special tree>we generally call it "Dalchini"! it's stem is aromatic and we use the upper strips for flavouring our tea, rice,dishes,and ofcourse, for medicines.

my twister interrupted: Bullshit: we haven't come to listen to your damn botany.'

No love! that's not what i really mean. i'm only visualizing the content of beauty.

my twister said: Oh' I see you are analysing beauty in economic terms!> i said may be.

What may be?: she asked back!

but Love! you see i'm also focussed at its inflorescence!

Oh' I see!>but it's not that catchy! you see!!
yeh! ofcourse!!
But Why so Love!! she now felt a bit interested.
i cut short my philosophy of sciences and said: it's a chain of variation,selectivity and survival of fittest.
Oh' I see! she said in a deep voice as if she knows a hell of bio.

silence prevailed.

But why that inflorescence is not that catchy! she asked like a kid!

i didn't know how to satiate her quest to know further.

we were crossing Vijay Chowk by this time.
she said: its too beautiful Love!
i quipped what!
you see all-around!! she was explanatory at her tone!
but her friend was not participating!>she did look like enjoying our converse!!

Do you remember you promised me to come with Mallika!! i suddenly interrupted the silence.

She smiled and smiled!!
i wondered a lot but still unable to get touch of her smile!!

she suddenly started drifting with her friend!!

i wondered at the scene in a disbelief> how come a bio-unit and a ghost fit together ignoring all Newtonians laws of gravity+motion.

She waived her finger towards the tree and replied: you know inflorescence is too beautiful always:>she smiled and her smile turned into a ghost laughter.

i saw she and her friend slowly disappearing into the deep blue sky!

till date i leave my office late as usual and cross the same tree: winds blow their sweet tunes with fresh mild penetrating frag of the inflorescence. And i decipher her smile.

was it Mallika but why she didn't say anything!!

Is it a part of my inflorescence:

May be : my soul is looking for a reply:::::
source inspiration: mallika (Bollywodian exotic beauty Love,),shipra.v; cao office ministry of defence, vijay chowk environs, puc chd india

INFLOURESCENCE..contd

as the time traverse
with its own instincts
i find
new relevance
at the stroke of hr

my words epitomize my love

i struggle
to write
a beauty
and my pen
it wonders
at the relevance itself

i tell
look! my little companion
it's the way:
you're to live!

it says
it's too much devoid of
a live love!

It's a stone or a vacuum!!

i console myself and my pen too

Let it be another moment
Love is a great force
you're to surf thro'

may be an endless
quest to find
yourself
source inspiration: neha c'.s space, mallika, shipra, pu chd india

LOVE TRAP

every other day
i lose a contact with reality
and gets trapped in the twister
of whys'

i try hard to find a niche

i land in swamp and marshy lands
i go deeper as i struggle hard

moments are there
i curse my addiction of your love

may be an excuse
of my docile nerves
or a cesspool of my inabilities

i find more excuses to survive

as i survive
i find more nuances
to negotiate
but
it only completes the cycle
i find where i started from

this day
i asked my beauties
to say
if it's beyond my nerves
to find a niche

they laughed a lot
i tried to enjoy their light mood

but they seemed to say
a lot
i still make the sequences
in line

i asked again
this time
they appear
a bit more involved

and say
love!
come!
stay with us
we have a lot
you're aspiring for

source inspiration: expanse of vijay chowk, mallika, shipra, pu chd india

bubbles

your and mine
unknown frontiers

i traves with heart
to reach
the hauty heights

slide down
its a part of
my and your world

i ignore the consequences
its always there
when i see
into my heart

my strong and flip
corners
and early morning
it's a fresh challenge

i've been a used to
ephimeral around

that's probably
weakest and strongest
forces
of me any your

i know this
prevalent alaround
but i've come to know
at your
being around

it may be too airy
and
i've been used to
remain aloft

source: mallika, shipra,pu chd india

SLIDE DOWN.contd

i often get stirred
by the horror of slide down
its a fact
but my heart
it says
better shut up

i know
its too scary of the realities around

it says
better
let me remain
in my world
of hallucinations
i'm comfortable

as there is no fear of slide down
and euphoria runs the roost

i know
its not a default value
but
a heart can't be ignored
whether its mine
or of my love

the realities surmount

but heart retorts
i know
your net addiction
it's a part of the escape instinct
from the realities around
and why you ask me
to come off your hallucinations

i have no reply

but calm is too exotic
and i try my best
to achieve
a wristful

i know its omniprsent gradient
but
probably
its too exotic
to negotiate the realities

and that's why
i ensconce my soul
in my univ love
source inspiration: mallika,shipra,pu chd, rajpath india

YOU IN MY UNIV

You have come
to glamourize my love
of my univ

to shade the sun
to enlighten the dark

to enthuse the low
to enlighten the high

my univ
the life itself
and
your heart
epitomize
in its full streams

to find a meaning
for the hauty souls
to give a meaning
to the naughty souls

to give an interlocution

to fight the senescence
to sprout the love
in hardy hearts

to combine
the trio
heart soul and mind

and my love
of romance
of Nature

written for mallika, shipra,pu chd india

LOVE IS COMPLETE IN ITSELF

This time
when you find
a spare time

we'll go somewhere

a place of our desires

to come off
our vacuum

to find a meaning

it's difficult
to negotiate
and find

but have you read
the geeta of lord krishna

'I'm there..
in vacuum'

when your heart
will pulsate
to resonate
with me
I'll come

may be an exotic beauty

around you
within you

but I'm not to say

whether
you'll find me
in your existentials

I know
I've my limitations

source inspiration: mallika,shipra, pu chd india

INFLORESCENCE

this day
normal crunch
i've become used to

my office table
with a local newspaper
any your gossip

well
i know this is not
my cup of tea

i read
only a few lines
folded the paper till it was time to leave

cloudy winds
remind a windy chill ahead
and the romance of Nature lit large
v.i.p honking and your glamour
do say a lot
of the present

and i avoid
the knotty thins

just a few steps
off my office
my thoughts got interrupted
with a shower of inflorescence ( of acacia royalana)

dark glistering yellow
globose and mild scent
but too many
making a shower of love
like your hair

storms of thoughts
i stopped my steps
looked a little deeper

my univ showered upon me
its love with glamorous arms enfolding around my face
and soul too

i leave the scenario of beauty
reason is simple
security rules have no scope

i cross the boat club
with a thoughtful heart
brain too

waters wore the inforescence
the blanket of a person
of haryana chills gives me a more
scope to wander upon

my heart said
love!
stay for a few more moments

and me
hardly listens
to this spoilt chap

source inspiration: mallika, shipra, pu chd india

SHE SENT ME POPCORNS

Love! i'm in hurry :but my insane heart
its not ready to take
the take off

my brain
its a whirly nuisance
and me
know a little
whom to
rely

i know
time is fast
but
my litte nerves
hooked to
the nanones
coming from
the exteriors
of unknown

my hallucinated heart
and scientific brain
live hand and hand
but quirel to often

me a chap
of undefined nerves
fail to resolve
whom to say

i appease my heart
and
this einsteinien brain
will come along
i'm sure

as i have received
your popcorns
SOURce: inspiration: my running time, mallika sherawat,shipra.v,neha c'.s space, kan, pu chd india

POPCORN SYNDROME

Love
i've seen thro'
my books
but the deepest thrive
fetched me
more insecure

i leave my work place
every eve
with a hope
my bullshit brain
will cooperate

it does
thro' the environs of vijay chowk

may be
my beauty is let large
all around

i talk to my friends
they look too smart
too penetrating

i ask
with docile nerves

hei!
what's special
with you
around you

they take a lot
before
smile back

i decipher
their smile
till i reach
my home

and the thoughts
vanish
like bubbles
of my dephth of know how

i search for solutions
and remember your popcorns

source inspiration: mallika sherawat, shipra.v,neha c'.s space, pu chd india

SERENE ENVIRONS

Your love
and no glitering glits
Lord will love to love
have the pulse of your heart

you know love
air is full of
magnolian frag
when you're there

and why Lord
will miss a chance
with the Miss of the Love
and the world too

heart of hearts
fluorish
under your warmth
and mine
why it'll catch
a delayed train

You know love
Lord Krishna got satiated
at his soul and heart together
with a grain of rice

and me
your hot tea
it'll bring
ultimate euphoria

and who
will miss
once a while
of the life

source inspiration: mallika sherawat, shipra.v, pu chd india

INSECURE HEART

many a times
when my sleep
brings a horror movie
live
i get up in between

my soul searches you
in my live environs

i know
you're busy somewhere
in the fast track world

a pause for a moment
and ponder
why i feel so insecure

my heart opines
your presence
may solve
many a unwritten queries

but i know
it's only an excuse
to find
a glimpse of you

i open my e-album
and see
if there's some change
has crept into

my insane nerves
only stop at you
and find
a change at heart

i wonder
is this insecurity
lies with me
all the time

i find no sane reply
and scan your thoughts

thro' my bullshit dumpy head
it stores a hell lot

but i like your presence
seen it thro'
and feel
is it my insecure heart

may be
but my brain wonders why?

the why?s of your being with me
and the why?s of mine

may it find some sane entity
i look for an excuse

and my insecure heart
puts another
hell of queries

it purturbs my soul

but has a positive tone
it brings you
in my environs
at the least

source inspiration: shipra.v,cao office,mod,mallika sherawat,pu chd india,bot gardens chd.

LOVE IS COMPLETE IN ITSELF.CONTD

Love! you must have heard that nanons are postulated particles having infinite strength in its totality, speed and enery. The traverse the universe (82 billion light yrs across) at a speed far higher than that of light but in the process they loose nothing and keep their wanderer instinct at their hearts. They can cross any black hole or a planet say earth at their sweet wishes.

love,
my love is nanonic
and its nanons are infinite
but too moody

like you
your exotic love
and exotic aura

in my univ
there stands
a student center
unique by its architechure
and the people who visit it

next time
wheh you'll accompany me
i'll show you a lot
you'll love to love
keep at your heart
for your own special moments

but i'll not forget
your popcorn
and
sector 17 chd india
my sweatest popcorns
are waiting for you
your heart
and your exotic love

come
don't ignore
the knotty time
and its hidden frontiers

till you come
i'll remain
and enjoy
your popcorn syndrom
source inspiration: shipra.v, cao office mod, pu chd, mallika sherawat;bollywodian exotic love.

LOVE IS COMPLETE IN ITSELF..Contd

MY Darlin ms exotic love: this is for you: do write me if it touches your heart: (ricksajay@gmail.com, ricksajay@yahoo.com)

when small days of a hamelet
throbbed my soul
too often
my heart asked my little head
hei! Love!
why the thins are too monotonous
it wondered
how to appease my pulsating friend

time fetched me
to a univ
I saw phathomless beauty
all-around
just like you
but with diff conotations

as i got to know the beauty
i fell in love
my heart again asked
hei! Love
why this is not
my brain laughed
but i couldn't make
a sense of it

You see love
time doesn't open
its hidden ends

i got to know
a lot more
but my heart
soul too
remained at my univ

it often asks my brain
hei! love
why
why
why
but the other words
they are spoken in extra range
so my ears can't hear to the tune of
my heart
my soul
but
i'm not sure
about my brain

may be
it has lied
a lot
of exotic beauty

and now
i go to my univ

i see a lot
feel the frag

the trio unite
and say
to each-other

but i can't make out