I KNOW HER I KNOW HER NOT

i am too stupid at my nerves
she stays at my arm's length
and me a damn introvert
find a moments for hierchical model of conflicts
just to earn my pennies

and see love!
i have read the horrible depths of market economy
it says
salary isn't the everlasting boost for the productivity

i know and i forget
i see you
at the mercy of airs and the winds
a chance flattening of my heart

i equate your beauty
you see love!
beauty of Nature
it simply abounds around the environs
where i struggle day and night
to find
a meaningful existence
of mine
and yours

but i still
remains
the stupid introvert

source inspiration: neha c'.s space, mallika, shipra.v, cao office mod new delhi, pu chd india