BUBBLES..CONTD

i often struggle
to find
is it possible
to come off
the sweat trap
of happiness

it often brings more 'lust'
and the lust brings de-facto
The great lows'!!

unable to find
the 'Einsteinien' theory
which can encampass
the whole scenario
which often changes
like a melting & flowing lava!

I get the heat stroke
right at my heart

hope for the elixir

is it that
the elixir
is the trap itself

i find no reply
but soul says
you have to do it!!

day and night
i struggle thro' the environs
and keep intact
my whole know-how!

as i go deep
i come with more shallows
of my thoughts
of my capabilities

and the realities around!!

i do wonder
is it the airy world
Nature is too contrained
to adapt for me

i vie
with a rejuvenated vengeance
at the glimpse of my Love!!

She vanishes in the thin layers
i struggle hard to keep a touch

and console
her absence
it will bring a new start

of her love
and hope
the mirage of reality
it'll combine
to bring
another shower of elixir

But soul
it becomes scary

it asks too often
is it possible
to rely upon
your new found elixir

i keep mum
and wait
till my Love!
brings me another solace!!!!!!!
source inspiration: neha c'.s space, mallika sherawat, shipra.v, pu chd india