ENDEAVOUR

i locate you at my heart
but it's too slippery
i need it for my ground realities
it cares for little
and goes straight to you

i ask
look my little friend
she is too busy

and it retorts back
i have a horrible brain
it knows how to
magnetise

i ask
have you known it that granted
it opines
it's none of your business

me! look around
and see
how far
you've percolated down
to my psyche

and whether
it's another
ephemeral, so to say

i try hard
steer clear of the environs

peep deep into
where i happen to go
and
thrive

my heart
it remains
aloft
and says
when you the hell!
will realise: she is with in me
and you wate your energy
with your damn inquisitve nerves
source inspire: neha c'.s space, mallika, shipra, cao office mod new delhi, pu chd.